The System That Both Makes You Sick and Refuses to Hear You Explain Why

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🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 24 November 2024
“The Abuse Cycle: As Diagnosed by a Disabled Mother”

Filed Under: Communication Abuse · Asthma Ignorance · Hospital Harm · Systemic Loop · Verbal Demands · SWANK London Ltd

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Dear Kirsty (and Co-Conspirators in the Cycle),

Let me diagram your cruelty in three simple steps:

1. You demand I speak — knowing full well it worsens my condition.

2. I become ill — and the NHS refuses to treat my asthma.

3. The refusal becomes justification for more pressure.

That is not service.
That is abuse.
And it has a name: The Loop.

“Does anyone want my perspective?”

No.
You want compliance theatre. You want performance, not communication.
And when I fail to perform, you diagnose my exhaustion as noncooperation.

So here are my legally-enforceable answers:

• A disability advocate, to protect against further clinical violence

• A GP-issued asthma directive, because the NHS forgets lungs exist

• A written-only protocol, because I refuse to be cross-examined for air

You don’t misunderstand.
You reproduce harm on schedule.

You aren’t uninformed.
You are procedurally hostile by design.

And I am no longer asking for oxygen in your dialect.
I’m filing it.

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📍 Formally Diagnosed by:
Polly Chromatic
Clinical Witness to State-Orchestrated Oxygen Sabotage
✉ director@swanklondon.com
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