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I Couldn’t Speak. You Called It Silence.



⟡ You Watched Me Collapse in Real Time. Then Asked for Updates. ⟡
“I was gasping. You were silent. And then you asked if I’d followed up.”

Filed: 14 December 2024
Reference: SWANK/WCC/EMAILS-18
📎 Download PDF – 2024-12-14_SWANK_EmailStatement_WCC_HospitalAbandonment_DisabilityDismissal_CrisisCommunication.pdf
Personal email to Westminster Children’s Services describing exhaustion, unacknowledged communication barriers, and failure to coordinate with NHS providers during ongoing medical crises.


I. What Happened

On 14 December 2024, the parent sent a written statement to Westminster Children’s Services after weeks of institutional disengagement and safeguarding interference.

The message included:

  • Confirmation that the parent was physically unwell and emotionally drained

  • Reference to a total lack of response or coordination from WCC during repeated hospital visits

  • Frustration that she was expected to follow up with doctors — after having already done so in writing

  • A reminder that she was medically exempt from verbal communication and had provided documentation repeatedly

  • A sense of procedural gaslighting: “I was dying. You didn’t notice.”

The message was not a request for contact. It was a notification of harm.


II. What the Complaint Establishes

  • That Westminster failed to respond to multiple written medical updates

  • That disability adjustments were again ignored, even while the parent was visibly unwell

  • That the burden of coordination was placed entirely on a disabled parent under stress

  • That safeguarding oversight occurred without support, acknowledgment, or collaboration

  • That the system’s silence was not benign — it was erasure


III. Why SWANK Logged It

Because when a disabled mother is gasping for air,
and the system asks why she hasn’t followed up,
that’s not just failure —
that’s institutional mockery.

Because when they expect updates from the person they refused to accommodate,
you’re not seeing a lack of care.
You’re seeing the strategy of plausible deniability.

And because when no one replies,
the archive does.


IV. Violations

  • Equality Act 2010 – Section 20
    Failure to honour written-only communication adjustment

  • Human Rights Act 1998 – Articles 3 and 8
    Psychological and physical distress exacerbated by institutional silence

  • Children Act 1989 / 2004
    Refusal to engage in active safeguarding coordination with NHS teams

  • Care Act 2014 – Communication Duty
    Failure to communicate during active medical risk scenarios


V. SWANK’s Position

We did follow up.
You just didn’t read it.

We did escalate.
You just didn’t respond.

This wasn’t neglect.
It was willful silence.

So we sent one last email —
and now, we’ve filed it.



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