“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
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Energetic Etiquette for the Electromagnetically Literate



✦ FIELD INTERFERENCE PATTERNS ✦

A Diagnostic in Nervous System Sovereignty


❖ What Is Field Interference? ❖

It is not a feeling.
It is not a misunderstanding.

It is resonance sabotage.

When another’s signal—however fractured, charming, or unconscious—enters your field, it doesn’t knock.
It repatterns.

And sometimes, it doesn’t even feel invasive.
Sometimes, it feels like home.

Because interference is not always pain.
It’s frequency confusion masquerading as intimacy.

You are not imagining things.
You are detecting distortion.


Ⅰ. GHOSTING

The Collapse of Presence

✧ Mechanism: Sudden withdrawal of energetic signal
✧ Symptoms in you:
— Nervous disarray
— Phantom sensation
— Obsessive rechecking
— System cycling without closure

Diagnosis:
They left the field open.
Your nervous system is now caught in an unresolved loop.

Field Effect:
Disoriented attachment. Suspended frequency.

Treatment Ritual:

“I collapse your waveform. Your signal is no longer active here.”
Say it slowly. With authority.
Then—breathe.


Ⅱ. MERGING

The Codependent Current

✧ Mechanism: Enmeshment without boundaries
✧ Symptoms in you:
— Emotional depletion
— Identity diffusion
— Guilt when pulling back
— Compulsion to regulate their state

Diagnosis:
You didn’t protect your signal. You opened. They seeped in.
Now you’re holding their chaos like it’s yours.

Field Effect:
Loss of self-definition.
Leakage. Mirroring dysfunction.

Treatment Ritual:

“I retract my signal. I separate my field. My nervous system is mine.”
Then rinse in cold water or dry brush with salt.


Ⅲ. BETRAYAL

The Energetic Shatterpoint

✧ Mechanism: Unacknowledged rupture of an energetic contract
✧ Symptoms in you:
— Sharp ache (heart, solar plexus)
— Disorientation that persists
— Grief trapped in the nervous system
— Obsession with “when it broke”

Diagnosis:
They broke an agreement—spoken or not—your system had stabilised around.
The rupture left your coherence fractured.

Field Effect:
Collapse of internal structure. Splintered resonance.

Treatment Ritual:

“That contract is dissolved. I rebuild my coherence now.”
Write it. Burn it. Breathe through the faultline.


Ⅳ. EMOTIONAL HOOKING

The Weaponised Whimper

✧ Mechanism: Frequency tether via guilt, pity, or martyrdom
✧ Symptoms in you:
— Anxiety post-conversation
— Imagined conflict
— Obligatory care
— Chronic emotional fatigue

Diagnosis:
They cast a hook—not to hurt you, but to anchor themselves.
You thought you were being kind.
You were being bound.

Field Effect:
Energetic bondage disguised as empathy.

Treatment Ritual:

“This is not mine. I cut the tether. Return to sender.”
Visualise cords detaching from your chest, neck, and solar plexus.
Feel the weight release.


Ⅴ. COLLAPSE BY ENTRAINMENT

The Seductive Sinkhole

✧ Mechanism: You entrained to their dominant (but dysregulated) field
✧ Symptoms in you:
— Clouded mind
— Shaky voice
— Loss of intuition
— Shrinking presence

Diagnosis:
You adapted for survival.
Now your frequency is theirs, not yours.

Field Effect:
Downward attunement. Identity erasure.

Treatment Ritual:

“I re-enter my own frequency. I choose my signal.”
Go still. Name yourself aloud.
Breathe until your voice becomes clear again.


Ⅵ. ECHO PRESENCE

The Haunting Residue

✧ Mechanism: They’re gone—but their signal isn’t
✧ Symptoms in you:
— Dream residue
— Memory loops
— Scent or song triggers
— Emotional grief with no current cause

Diagnosis:
Their field imprinted. It has not been overwritten.

Field Effect:
Energetic haunting. Memory as presence.

Treatment Ritual:

“This presence is archived. No longer active in real time.”
Burn. Wash. Seal.
It is done.


✷ FINAL NOTE: FIELD SOVEREIGNTY IS SURVIVAL ✷

You are not “too much.”
You are not “overreacting.”

You are a sovereign system.
And you’ve been breached.

Now you know how to:
Name it.
Clear it.
Seal it.
And never let it back in without contractual resonance.




Sunlight With a Door: Ten Signs the Mold Has Left Your Nervous System



After the Fungus: What a Human Feels Like Post-Exorcism

29 May 2025


✨ You don’t realise how infected you were…

until you taste your own self again.

Not the fermented performance of who-you-thought-you-had-to-be.
But the clear broth of your original frequency.

This is what a human feels like
after a fungal exorcism.


1. Sober Joy.

Not the ✦manic sparkle✦ of sugar spikes or trauma-glittered lust.
Not cheerfulness with a side of collapse.

But joy.
💫 Cellular joy.
🧬 Fascia joy.
The kind that hums even when no one is watching.


2. Peace Without Explaining.

There is no internal courtroom.
No jury of imaginary critics.

You say no,
and the world doesn't end.

You don’t collapse into a faux apology.
You just... exist.


3. Spaciousness.

Time stops panting.
Your breath returns home.

Urgency loses its glamour.
You are no longer the emergency.


4. Sharp Senses.

You taste again.
Smell again.
Feel the exact temperature of silence.

You notice birds.
Cry at clouds.
Not because you're sensitive

But because the static is gone.
The world got audible.


5. Erotic Integrity.

Your desire stops leaking.
It doesn’t come from ache.
It doesn’t chase ghosts.

💋 You don’t perform.
💋 You don’t contort.
💋 You don’t self-abandon to feel “wanted.”

Your turn-on is clean.
Your body is sovereign.


6. Loving Without Merging.

You don’t sink into their wounds.
You don’t sponge up their shame.
You don’t carry their chaos just to feel “close.”

You love
from the edge of your own skin.


7. No More Echoes.

No more replays.
No courtroom dreams.
No waking up with the phantom scent of your abuser’s breath.

The ghost wasn’t memory.
It was mould.

And it’s been evicted.


8. Decisive Silence.

You stop narrating your worth.
You stop texting your proof-of-existence.

Your silence doesn’t mean
“gone.”

It means:
I am here. Entirely.


9. Warm. Not Damp.

You nourish.
You radiate.

But you do not rot.
You are not a sponge for ancestral mildew.

You are sunlight.

With a door.


10. You Remember: You Are Not a Resource.

Not a resource for their healing.
Not a resource for their loneliness.
Not a resource for their denial.

You are not their moist salvation.

You are:
a field.
a being.
a sovereign signal.


The fungus isn’t your shadow.
It’s your mimic.

Once it leaves:
– Your feelings are clean.
– Your thoughts are yours.
– Your body is no longer their habitat.


This is not a detox.

This is a rebirth.

This is SWANK.



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