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He Knocked. I Locked the Door. Then I Cried.



⟡ SWANK Archive: Public Space Retaliation Series ⟡

“I Locked the Door. Then I Cried. Because the Uniform Didn’t Leave.”
Filed: 6 December 2023
Reference: SWANK/HOLIDAYINN/SECURITY-HARASSMENT/CRYING-LOCKED-IN
📎 Download PDF – 2023-12-06_SWANK_HolidayInn_SecurityHarassment_CryingLockedInComplaint_Simlett.pdf


I. Hospitality Is a Lie If Fear Comes with the Keycard.

On 6 December 2023, at approximately 12:00am, a disabled woman travelling with four disabled children locked herself in a hotel room and cried. Not from drama. From dread.

Why?

Because a Holiday Inn security officer knocked on her door repeatedly — uninvited, unjustified, and without explanation.

She did not feel watched.
She was.

And the uniform did not come with a warrant — only a presumption of access, and the arrogant echo of entitlement.


II. What the Email Captures

  • Fear in its written form: documented, composed, shaking

  • The emotional aftermath of institutional proximity after midnight

  • The architecture of male authority built into hallways, lanyards, and hotel policy

  • A woman forced to state, clearly and in writing:

    “I was crying. I was afraid.”

It isn’t the knock that matters.
It’s the expectation that she wouldn’t complain.


III. Why SWANK Logged It

Because they always say:

“We were checking in.”
“We were concerned.”
“We didn’t know she was alone.”

And yet:

  • They knocked repeatedly.

  • They returned again.

  • They had the keycard.

  • They expected compliance — and got legal warning instead.

We filed it because:

  • Emotional collapse is not overreaction — it is testimonial.

  • Institutional intrusion is not softened by politeness.

  • And disability does not excuse them — it damns them harder.

This was not overblown.
This was overdocumented.


IV. SWANK’s Position

We do not grant corridor access to presumptive masculinity.
We do not explain why midnight knocks are dangerous.
We do not let crying be confused with weakness — it is a record of atmospheric threat.

Let the record show:

The knock happened.
The woman cried.
The door was locked.
The email was written.
And now — it is public.

This isn’t a grievance.
This is a fireproof record of unwanted nearness.


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