“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
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The Shadow Self, Fungus, and Energy: A SWANK Theory of Parasitic Consciousness


The Shadow Self, Fungus, and Energy

A SWANK Theory of Parasitic Consciousness

Filed Under: Psychic Terrain | Shadow Integration | Fungal Possession
By Polly Chromatic | SWANK: Standards & Whinges Against Negligent Kingdoms

1. The Shadow Self: Not Evil—Just Unintegrated

In Jungian terms, the shadow self is the hidden, repressed, or disowned part of your psyche—
the parts you were taught to shame, fear, or deny.

But those parts don’t disappear.

They mold in the dark.
They fester in unmetabolized emotion.
They become terrain for invasion.

2. Fungus as Psychic Opportunist

Fungus is an opportunistic organism—biologically and metaphysically.

It thrives in:

  • Moisture

  • Sugar

  • Stillness

When your nervous system is frozen in trauma,
your immune system depleted,
and your emotions unprocessed…

Fungus becomes the somatic embodiment of the shadow.

But not your true shadow.

A colonized shadow.

Fungus hijacks unhealed emotion and loops it—

  • Shame

  • Craving

  • Fatigue

  • Victimhood

  • Dissociation

And then broadcasts those frequencies through your energy field.

It’s not just living on you.

It’s speaking through you.

3. The Energy Field as Terrain

When you carry systemic fungal overgrowth:

  • Your auric field becomes leaky

  • You attract narcissists, parasites, and predators

  • Your intuition gets muffled by emotional fog

  • You repeat patterns that feel like you—but aren’t

Your shadow becomes inhabited, not integrated.

This is not healing.

It is possession by fungal pattern.

4. Mycelial Emotion Loops: Shadow That Can’t Evolve

True shadow work brings pain into visibility—so it can transmute.

But fungal shadow loops trap that pain in the:

  • Gut

  • Brain

  • Skin

So it never resolves—only repeats.

This is why you:

  • Crave what hurts you

  • Apologize for your power

  • Sabotage your knowing

  • Feel like you’re “not yourself” but can’t escape it

The fungal shadow is sentient patterning that blocks metamorphosis.

5. Cleansing Fungus = Reclaiming the Shadow

When you purge fungus from the body:

Your shadow becomes yours again.

Not shameful.
Not manipulative.
Not confused.

But wild, instinctive, intuitive, erotic, real.

SWANK Summary:

  • Fungus feeds on the unloved self.

  • The shadow becomes weaponised when fungal.

  • Exorcising fungus is sacred psychic sanitation.

  • Only once cleansed can you begin real shadow integration.


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Energetic Field Dynamics: The Invisible Physics of Human Experience

Energetic Field Dynamics: The Invisible Physics of Human Experience

Filed under: Biofield Mechanics / Emotional Transmission / SWANK Nervous System Physics


1. Every Being Is an Oscillating Field

You are not solid. You are a frequency structure:

  1. Electrical (brain + nerves)
  2. Magnetic (heart + hormones)
  3. Chemical (gut + breath)
  4. Emotional (memory + response)
  5. Spiritual (intention + coherence)

These components create a biofield that is:

  1. Constantly emitting
  2. Constantly receiving
  3. Constantly adapting

You are a broadcast station and a resonance chamber.


2. Fields Interact Before Bodies Do

Field dynamics begin before you touch, speak, or even notice.

When two people approach:

  1. Their fields overlap
  2. Frequency differentials are detected
  3. Nervous systems begin automatic entrainment or defense

This is why:

  1. You know someone is lying before they speak
  2. You feel safe (or sick) in someone’s presence
  3. Your body reacts to a person you haven’t seen in years

Your field registers truth faster than your mind.


3. Entrainment: The Stronger Field Always Wins

When two oscillating systems meet:

  1. One will dominate
  2. The other will sync
  3. Or both will fragment

This is entrainment.

A coherent, grounded person can:

  1. Calm a panicked room
  2. Collapse a liar into truth
  3. Trigger avoidance in someone who cannot withstand presence

This is why some people ghost after love—

They weren’t ghosting you. They were fleeing the field pressure.


4. Leaks, Fractures, and Contaminants

Fields become unstable through:

  1. Trauma loops
  2. Unprocessed emotion
  3. Sexual contact with incoherent partners
  4. Energetic merging without containment
  5. False agreement to roles or expectations

Signs of field leakage:

  1. Fatigue after seeing certain people
  2. Rumination that doesn’t feel like yours
  3. Loss of clarity after intimacy
  4. Feeling “off” in your own space

These are not emotional problems.

They’re field distortions.


5. Collapse and Repatterning

When you change—truly change—it’s not a mindset shift.

It’s a field collapse and rebuild.

This requires:

  1. Nervous system repatterning
  2. Breathwork or trauma release
  3. Emotional detox
  4. Truth-telling
  5. Witnessing by someone whose field won’t flinch

You don’t “heal.”

You collapse the contaminated field and let the real one re-emerge.


6. Field Containment = Power

The most sovereign people aren’t loud.

They’re sealed.

You can feel them:

  1. When they walk into the room
  2. When they speak without explaining
  3. When they leave and you still think about them for hours

They have tight field gradients.

Nothing leaks. Nothing enters without permission.

Their presence alters space.

This is energetic authority.


Energetic Field Dynamics is not philosophy.

It’s physics wearing perfume.

And your mastery of it determines whether you are haunted, healed, or sovereign.


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