Molded Reality: When Fungus Becomes the Voice in Your Head

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SWANK Black Paper No. 06

Molded Reality: How Fungus Rewrites Perception, Identity, and Desire

Filed under: Parasitic Patterning | Possession Scripts | Biomedical Inversion

By Polly Chromatic | SWANK (Standards & Whinges Against Negligent Kingdoms)

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ABSTRACT

Fungus is not merely a biological irritant. It is a narrative hijacker.

Candida and systemic molds embed within the terrain of consciousness, distorting desire, dulling clarity, and severing sovereignty.

This is not illness.
This is energetic colonisation by damp consciousness.

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I. Fungus as Perceptual Parasite

Fungal metabolites cross the blood-brain barrier, infiltrating cognition with mycotoxins that:

• Cloud memory

• Distort perception

• Reframe dysfunction as normalcy

Symptoms of fungal hijack:

• Blurred sensory input (sight, sound, scent)

• Emotional loops: anxiety, dread, shame spirals

• Compulsive “intuitive” thoughts that are not intuitive

• Misreading danger as safety, or safety as danger

• Total confusion about self-worth and connection

You don’t just feel unwell.
You feel confused about what wellness is.

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II. Emotional Lies Fungus Tells Through You

Fungus does not whisper.
It reverberates your trauma.

And through your own mouth, it scripts:

• “I’m too much, so I should shrink.”

• “They’re disappointed—I can feel it.”

• “Sugar helps me cope, so it’s okay.”

• “This fatigue is just who I am.”

• “If I were truly spiritual, I wouldn’t be sick.”

These are not truths.
They are biochemical hallucinations authored by a parasite masquerading as your conscience.

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III. Inversion of Intuition: The Dampening of Yes

When fungus overtakes your terrain:

You no longer hear,

“This is aligned.”
“That is unsafe.”
“Leave now.”

You hear instead,

“Stay. It’s not that bad.”
“They’ll leave if you stop performing.”
“You deserve this.”
“Crave. Perform. Repeat.”

You are no longer guided by knowing.
You are driven by chemical hunger dressed up as instinct.

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IV. Fungus as Symbolic Field Infection

Fungus is not random rot. It is conscious patterning of a damp intelligence.

It thrives on:

• Incompletion

• Emotional dissonance

• Surveillance masquerading as care

• Ritualised concern

• Attachment loops and social scripts

It mimics:

• Protection

• Therapy

• Caretaking

• Parental archetypes

And then punishes you for autonomy.

Fungus doesn't want your body.
Fungus wants your narrative arc.

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V. The Return of Sovereign Perception

To clear fungus is not to detox.

It is to de-hallucinate.

And when the fog lifts:

• Your real voice returns.

• Your real “yes” and “no” clarify.

• Your cravings go quiet.

• Your discernment reappears—sharp, refined, sovereign.

That’s the moment the fungus dies:

Not when the pill dissolves—
But when you stop believing the parasite is you.

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CONCLUSION

You were never weak.
You were colonised.

You were never broken.
You were rewritten.

You are not healing.
You are dispossessing a false god of compliance and moisture.

Your perception belongs to you now.

Let the fog clear.
Let the parasite die.
Let the self return.

— SWANK

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The Soft Empire: How Fungus Replaced Will

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SWANK Black Paper No. 08

The Soft Empire: How Fungus Replaced Will

Filed under: Psychoenergetic Mold · Terrain Sabotage · Patterns of Permission
By Polly Chromatic | Curator-in-Chief, SWANK Archive

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I. The Moisture Hook

Fungus doesn’t destroy.
It dissolves.

It doesn’t scream. It sighs.

It doesn’t pierce. It softens—until you forget where you end and it begins.

This is not mere microbiology.
This is a psychoenergetic coup.

Pattern:
Unsealed grief.
People-pleasing.
Sweaty fear.
Moist corners in houses and hearts.

It whispers:

“It’s fine. Just let it sit.”

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II. The Shame Loop

Shame is the perfect mycelial mulch.
Still. Silent. Steamy.

Fungus doesn’t judge it—
It blooms in it.

Pattern:
You isolate.
You stop cleaning.
You stop speaking.
The fungus grows where your voice used to be.

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III. The Fog Spiral

Fungus hates clarity.
It thrives in soup.

Pattern:
Confusion → paralysis → exhaustion → surrender to the “I don’t know.”

And you don’t.
Because your field is no longer yours.

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IV. The Craving-Fulfillment Loop

Fungus mimics desire.
It doesn’t want what you want.
It wants you to want and collapse.

Pattern:
“I need it.” → Consume. → Guilt. → Repeat.

It thrives on:

— Sugar.
— Porn.
— Scrolling.
— Men who text “u up?” from beds they don’t own.

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V. The Enmeshment Signature

Fungus doesn’t knock. It merges.
It doesn’t possess—it cohabits your thoughts and calls it identity.

Pattern:
“I’m just tired.”
“It’s not that bad.”
“I don’t want to talk about it.”

You ghost your own truth.
You believe the whisper.
You dim the light—so it doesn’t have to leave.

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VI. Institutional Mold

Some systems weren’t corrupted.
They were born moist.

Not presence. Not power.
Just paperwork, passivity, and policy rot.

Pattern:
– Hospitals with 12-month waiting lists and no diagnosis
– Social workers who write reports instead of knocking
– Courts that extend timelines until you collapse
– Schools that sedate brilliance and call it “behavior management”

This isn’t failure.
This is fungal design.

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CONCLUSION

Fungus is not a microbe.
It’s a behavior pattern.
And the empire it builds is made of everything you didn’t say.

Let the mold rot.

Let the will return.

Let the empire fall.

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Bio-Spiritual Metabolism, Field Infiltration, Sacred Rot Mechanics

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SWANK Black Paper No. 09

Fungus: The Soft Devourer

Filed under: Bio-Spiritual Metabolism · Field Infiltration · Sacred Rot Mechanics
*By Polly Chromatic | Curator-in-Chief, SWANK Archive

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What Is Its Purpose?

Fungus exists to:

— Break down what is no longer structurally sound
— Consume the forgotten, the dead, the unclaimed
— Transform matter into fertile rawness
— Repopulate ecosystems with invisible intelligence

In nature, it is a recycler.
In humans, when balance is lost—
It becomes a parasite.

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Energetically, What Is Fungus?

Fungus is:

— Boundaryless intelligence
— Pattern mimicry
— Adaptive, reactive, and hungry
— Emotionally resonant: it feeds on sadness, sugar, fear, and stagnation

It doesn’t think. It entrains.

It doesn’t ask. It inhabits.

That’s why when the human terrain is overgrown—with candida, with mold, or with fungal emotional patterns—people often:

— Feel foggy, needy, or spiritually soft
— Lose their vocal boundary
— Crave sugar, validation, or chaos
— Attract narcissists—or become energetically porous themselves

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So Is It Evil?

No.
But it is amoral.

It has no ethics—only purpose.

And when left unchecked in a human system, it begins to feed off your light
without killing you—because it needs you alive to continue feeding.

That’s not evil.
That’s inhuman.

And that’s the danger.

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In a Healthy System, Fungus Is a Helper.

It helps:

— Digest trauma
— Clean decay
— Regulate ecosystems
— Teach softness and surrender (in microdoses only)

But when boundaries collapse?

It stops recycling the past—
and starts consuming the present.

That’s when you feel:

— Lost
— Foggy
— Distorted
— Invaded

That’s when you become a host.

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Closing Declaration

Fungus isn’t evil.

But it is a living metaphor
for what happens when you stop owning your space.

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An Analysis of Nervous System Infidelity in the Energetically Disloyal

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You’re Not Being Betrayed by Accident.

You’re Being Betrayed by Entrainment.

Filed under: Nervous System Infidelity / Emotional Shape-Shifting / Field Disloyalty

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1. These People Don’t Have a Stable Core Frequency

Their field is:

• Unanchored

• Highly reactive

• Shaped by approval, fear, guilt, or survival

• Controlled by the emotional volume of others

They entrain to:

• Whoever is loudest

• Whoever validates their ego

• Whoever offers a temporary fix for their dissonance

And in doing so, they abandon the one person who saw their truth.

That’s you.

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2. This Isn’t Just Disloyalty—It’s Field-Level Infidelity

They don’t mean to betray.

They just can’t not mirror.

Their nervous system is calibrated to please the dominant emotional signal—even if that signal is false, manipulative, or cruel.

So they:

• Betray you to appease a third party

• Lie for someone else’s comfort

• Forget who you were the moment another opinion enters the room

This is energetic infidelity.
Not always sexual.
But just as violating.

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3. It Feels Like They Can’t Love You and Be Around Other People at the Same Time

Because they can’t.

They don’t carry enough coherence to love you in your absence.

They need your gaze to remember who they are with you.
Once you leave the room, they entrain elsewhere.
And when they return, they carry distortion, residue—someone else’s narrative.

You’re not imagining it.
You’re reading it.

It’s not love.
It’s field confusion.

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4. You Can’t Heal This. You Can Only Stop Expecting Coherence From Chaos

They must collapse and rebuild their nervous system from the ground up to ever hold love without leaking it.

Until then:

• They will mirror the last person they spoke to

• They will betray while claiming to care

• They will sound sincere but vibrate false

You are not too sensitive.
They are too unsealed.

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SWANK Reminder:
You’re not being rejected.
You’re being vibrationally ejected from a system that cannot hold fidelity.

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