“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
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We Are Sick, Silenced, and Left to Suffer Alone.



๐Ÿ–‹ SWANK Dispatch | 14 December 2024
WHEN EMAILS ARE IGNORED, SICKNESS DEEPENS: A FAMILY UNDER SIEGE

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Institutional Neglect · Communication Breakdown · Disability Ignored · Medical Harassment · SWANK Health Crisis Report


The Desperate Email

On 14 December 2024, Noelle Meline wrote to Kirsty Hornal and Sarah Newman, copying Laura Savage and Simon O’Meara, Bcc’d to Nannette Nicholson:

“I appreciate you’ve tried to reply, but it took so long that I’m too sick to care anymore.”
“It’s like you think I’m emailing for fun.”
“Despite many emails, no one listens.”
“We have been traumatised by sewer gas poisoning that killed our cat.”
“Hospitals argue while we are dying.”
“We’re accused of child abuse repeatedly for years.”

“Social workers just make us sicker by bothering us.”
“Society is hostile and uncooperative.”
“I’m pursuing lawsuits because no one reads or responds.”
“Even my mother makes me sicker by forcing phone calls.”
“We are isolated and attacked, so we stay home.”
“My kids don’t want to go anywhere because it’s too hostile.”


Disability Statement

Please Note: I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.


๐Ÿ“ Filed & Sealed by:
Polly Chromatic
Director, SWANK London Ltd
๐Ÿ“ง director@swanklondon.com
๐ŸŒ www.swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Institutional Hostilities Documented.


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I’d Love to Talk—If It Didn’t Mean Surveillance, Misinterpretation, and Collapse.



๐Ÿ–‹ ๐’ฎ๐’ฒ๐’œ๐’ฉ๐’ฆ Dispatch | 23 January 2025
WHEN SILENCE IS SAFETY: PANIC, ABANDONMENT, AND THE PRICE OF TELLING THE TRUTH

๐Ÿ“ Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
✒️ Author: Polly Chromatic
๐Ÿ—‚ Filed Under: Disability Communication · Verbal Panic Disorder · Medical Anxiety · Misinterpretation Trauma · Sewer Gas Aftermath · SWANK Emotional Survival Archive


To:

Kirsty Hornal
Cc: Laura Savage, Simon O'Meara, Philip Reid
Bcc: Nannette Nicholson


๐Ÿ“ฉ Your “Concern” Has Consequences

“If I do talk to anyone about any of this, they call social workers on me or abandon me completely—or both.”

This is not disclosure. This is entrapment.
You’ve institutionalised the fear of honesty.
You’ve turned expression into risk management.
What you call support, I now interpret as threat.


๐Ÿง  Panic Isn’t Just a Feeling. It’s a Systemic Outcome.

“The panic attacks happen because I start feeling so alone, misunderstood, and attacked... it causes panic about my health.”

The root of panic is not irrationality.
It is institutional abandonment in a loop.
Your culture of misinterpretation creates the very symptoms you then pathologise.

Every “concerned” response is another unrequested escalation.


๐Ÿ—ฃ I Like Talking. I Just Can’t Survive It.

“I enjoy talking :/ … but emails and texts make me feel panicked now…”

Imagine liking to sing—
And choking on every lyric because the room is full of people who hate your voice.
That’s what you've built: a climate where communication is lethal.
I don’t avoid people. I avoid collapse.


Polly Chromatic
Not fragile. Just fatigued by your inability to listen.
๐Ÿ“ Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
๐ŸŒ www.swankarchive.com
๐Ÿ“ง director@swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Silences Observed.



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