“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
Showing posts with label verbal shutdown. Show all posts
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Muscle Tension Dysphonia, Asthma, and the Cost of Being Dismissed



๐Ÿ–‹ ๐’ฎ๐’ฒ๐’œ๐’ฉ๐’ฆ Dispatch | 12 January 2025
VOCAL REST IS NOT DEFIANCE. IT’S SURVIVAL.

๐Ÿ“ Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
✒️ Author: Polly Chromatic
๐Ÿ—‚ Filed Under: Invisible Illness · Vocal Rest Protocol · Judicial Panic Triggers · Respiratory Collapse · Institutional Gaslighting · SWANK Medical Silence Report


To the Unqualified Interpreters of Medical Silence:

Glen Peache, Sarah Newman, Eric Wedge-Bull, Kirsty Hornal, Rhiannon Hodgson, Fiona Dias-Saxena, Rachel Pullen, Milena Abdula-Gomes, Samira Issa, Gideon Mpalanyi
Cc: aaforbes@gov.tcalsmith@gov.tc, Annabelle Kapoor, Laura Savage, Simon O’Meara, Harley Street Mental Health, Philip Reid
Bcc: Nannette Nicholson


๐Ÿ”‡ THE BODY DOESN’T LIE. THE SYSTEM JUST DOESN’T LISTEN.

“I’m really struggling with my muscle dysphonia, eosinophilic asthma, and panic attacks…”

What you interpret as avoidance is actually triage.
When my lungs tighten, when my voice collapses, it is not a choice.
It is the by-product of your clinical negligence, your procedural hostility, and your smug refusal to read.


⚖ COURTROOMS, COUGHING, AND COLLAPSE

“Stressful situations… court appearances, hostile behavior, and misunderstandings… make it almost impossible to communicate…”

You have engineered a legal gauntlet that punishes respiratory compromise.
You escalate, then pathologise the symptoms you cause.
This isn’t “support.” This is litigated harm.


๐Ÿ“‰ STOP EXPECTING A VOICE FROM A SYSTEM YOU SILENCED

“I often feel dismissed and not taken seriously…”

Indeed. Because your allegiance is not to health. It is to hierarchy.
You don’t want participation—you want performance.
And when I fail to deliver a theatrical monologue under duress, you label me the problem.

I am not difficult. I am disabled.
And your disbelief has been archived.


Polly Chromatic
Diagnosed. Dismissed. Documented.
๐Ÿ“ Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
๐ŸŒ www.swankarchive.com
๐Ÿ“ง director@swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Silences Filed.



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