“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
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If I Could Speak to You, I Wouldn't Be Writing This



๐Ÿ–‹ ๐’ฎ๐’ฒ๐’œ๐’ฉ๐’ฆ Dispatch | 12 January 2025
EXHAUSTION IS A MEDICAL CONDITION, NOT A CHARACTER FLAW

๐Ÿ“ Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
✒️ Author: Polly Chromatic
๐Ÿ—‚ Filed Under: Muscle Tension Dysphonia · Eosinophilic Asthma · Panic Disorder · Verbal Access Denied · Invisible Illness Prejudice · SWANK Medical Boundaries Archive


To the Recipients of My Silence:

Glen Peache, Sarah Newman, Eric Wedge-Bull, Kirsty Hornal, Rhiannon Hodgson, Fiona Dias-Saxena, Rachel Pullen, Milena Abdula-Gomes, Samira Issa, Philip Reid, Gideon Mpalanyi
Cc: aaforbes@gov.tcalsmith@gov.tc, Annabelle Kapoor, Laura Savage, Simon O’Meara, Harley Street Mental Health
Bcc: Nannette Nicholson


๐Ÿซ The Diagnoses You Glance At But Never Grasp

“I’m really struggling with my muscle dysphonia, eosinophilic asthma, and panic attacks…”

These are not feelings. They are documented, indexed, and clinically observed medical realities.
But to you, exhaustion is an attitude, not a pathology. Vocal injury is “tone.” Asthma is “stress.”
And trauma? Something you perform seminars on while triggering it live.


๐Ÿ”‡ Vocal Rest Is Not a Mood. It Is a Prescription.

“...sometimes taking over a week to recover enough to talk and breathe comfortably again.”

Silence is not opposition. It is triage.
If you require breathlessness to prove I’m ill, you are neither a professional nor a person worth speaking to.


๐Ÿง  You Call It Drama. I Call It Documentation.

“The hostility or blame from others only makes everything worse.”

This is not non-compliance. This is diagnosed physiological collapse misread as defiance.
And the more you demand verbal performance, the further you expose your own diagnostic illiteracy.

You want compliance? Try competence.


Polly Chromatic
Unheard. Unmoved. Unapologetically Unavailable.
๐Ÿ“ Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
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๐Ÿ“ง director@swanklondon.com
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