“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe

Documented Obsessions

Verbal Disregard, Medical Denial, and the Echo Chamber of No Reply



πŸ–‹ SWANK Dispatch | 24 November 2024
“Refusal Is Not a Misunderstanding. It’s a Strategy.”

Filed Under: Adjustment Refusal · A&E Negligence · Hospital Lies · Communication Shutdown · Asthma Mismanagement · SWANK London Ltd

Dear Kirsty & Colleagues in Selective Incompetence,

I wrote:

“Your hospitals refuse to treat us when we go to A&E due to ignorance about asthma.”

And I meant it.
They don’t fail to treat — they punish us for presenting.
Their protocol is disbelief. Their attitude is sanctioned negligence.

“You all refuse to provide adjustments when we are compromised verbally.”

This is not a misunderstanding.
It is a coordinated refusal. A tactic. A weapon.
What you call policy, we experience as entrapment.

“I can’t explain my perspective.”
“No one will give me the hospital’s perspective, and I’ve been asking for this for an entire year.”

A year of silence.
A year of being ghosted in writing while suffocated in person.
And what do I get in return?

Lies from St Thomas’.
Lies smoother than breath. Lies with laminated name tags.
Lies told in fonts of faux concern.

This isn’t miscommunication.
It is institutional contempt — cleverly disguised as clinical decorum.

You do not get to call it support when it’s silent, slow, and strategically cruel.

πŸ“ Declined. Documented. Disbelieved.
Polly Chromatic
Diagnosed with Asthma, Not Amnesia
✉ director@swanklondon.com
🌐 www.swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Refusals Filed.


The Abuse Cycle: Explained by the One Forced to Breathe Through It



πŸ–‹ SWANK Dispatch | 24 November 2024
“My Lungs Are Not a Policy Debate”

Filed Under: Asthma Ignorance · Verbal Violence · Medical Misrecognition · NHS Gatekeeping · Disability Advocacy · SWANK London Ltd

Dear Kirsty,

You received the email.
You read the subject line: “The abuse cycle.”
And still — you requested a meeting. A call.
verbal medium, knowing full well that my voice is a medical casualty.

“Everyone tries to force me to explain things verbally…
and they also get angry if I try to communicate via email.”

This is not miscommunication.
This is discipline by design.
A coercive loop: pressure the disabled to perform, then punish them for failing to comply.

“When I get sick… the hospital is so ignorant about asthma that they refuse us treatment.”

You provoke the flare.
You deny the care.
You demand verbal grace from a throat clamped by protocol.

So here’s the official workaround — since you thrive on officialdom:

  • disability advocate to attend, not perform.

  • GP-issued directive stating what I’ve said a hundred times: Verbal harms me.

  • verbal ban in all clinical engagements. Not a preference — a protection.

This isn’t a request.
This is a legal wall dressed in velvet syntax.

And yes: your refusal will be archived.
Your escalation will be indexed.
Your silence will be printed.

πŸ“ Exhaled Calmly by:
Polly Chromatic
Archival Asthmatic · Sovereign Communicator of Breach Logic
✉ director@swanklondon.com
🌐 www.swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Loops Broken.


The System That Both Makes You Sick and Refuses to Hear You Explain Why



πŸ–‹ SWANK Dispatch | 24 November 2024
“The Abuse Cycle: As Diagnosed by a Disabled Mother”

Filed Under: Communication Abuse · Asthma Ignorance · Hospital Harm · Systemic Loop · Verbal Demands · SWANK London Ltd

Dear Kirsty (and Co-Conspirators in the Cycle),

Let me diagram your cruelty in three simple steps:

  1. You demand I speak — knowing full well it worsens my condition.

  2. I become ill — and the NHS refuses to treat my asthma.

  3. The refusal becomes justification for more pressure.

That is not service.
That is abuse.
And it has a name: The Loop.

“Does anyone want my perspective?”

No.
You want compliance theatre. You want performance, not communication.
And when I fail to perform, you diagnose my exhaustion as noncooperation.

So here are my legally-enforceable answers:

  • disability advocate, to protect against further clinical violence

  • GP-issued asthma directive, because the NHS forgets lungs exist

  • written-only protocol, because I refuse to be cross-examined for air

You don’t misunderstand.
You reproduce harm on schedule.

You aren’t uninformed.
You are procedurally hostile by design.

And I am no longer asking for oxygen in your dialect.
I’m filing it.

πŸ“ Formally Diagnosed by:
Polly Chromatic
Clinical Witness to State-Orchestrated Oxygen Sabotage
✉ director@swanklondon.com
🌐 www.swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Loops Logged.


Disability Rights Denied in a Whisperless System



πŸ–‹ SWANK Dispatch | 3 December 2024
“Advocacy Required, Adjustments Refused”

Filed Under: Disability Assessment · Adjustment Failure · Advocacy Demand · Voice-Based Exclusion · Sovereign Communication · SWANK London Ltd

Dear RBKC Customer Services (and Everyone Else Ignoring the Law),

I wrote:

“I need an assessment for advocacy services for my disabilities…”

And what I received in return was silence — that bureaucratic shrug in email form.

Apparently, in your systems:

  • PTSD is a character flaw

  • Severe eosinophilic asthma is an inconvenience

  • Muscle dysphonia is just “non-cooperation”

And verbal pain?
You treat it as defiance.

Not a single adjustment.
Not from the police. Not from the borough.
Not even from the departments charged with upholding rights.

What do we call a structure that insists on voice when voice is the wound?

Ableist.

I do not request compliance.
I require it.

You are now formally notified:
All further communication must be made to an appointed advocate —
or it will be redirected to the SWANK Archive for publication and legal indexing.

πŸ“ Assessment Denied. Archive Begun.
Polly Chromatic
Disability Formalist & Advocate-in-Chief
✉ director@swanklondon.com
🌐 www.swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Adjustments Owed.



I Can’t Breathe, and They Keep Calling Me



πŸ–‹ SWANK Dispatch | 3 December 2024
“Perpetrator Index: Volume I”

Filed Under: Disability Retaliation · Legal Declarations · Institutional Perpetrators · Voice-Based Harassment · Sovereign Respiratory Rights · SWANK London Ltd

To All Involved Parties (and All Soon-to-Be Subpoenaed),

“When people become hostile towards me and endanger my health by continually discriminating against me when I can’t breathe well…”

That sentence is not a complaint.
It is Exhibit A.

You call me when I’ve expressly stated I cannot speak.
You ignore my communication adjustment.
You rebrand coercion as care.

So I did what any disabled mother, litigant, and archivist would do.
I named you. One by one:

  • Apple Covent Garden

  • Drayton Park Primary School

  • Westminster Social Services

  • Kensington & Chelsea Social Services

  • Westminster Police

  • St Thomas’ Hospital

  • St Mary’s Hospital

  • Chelsea and Westminster Hospital

These names now reside in the preliminary index of liability.
Not for catharsis. For court.
Not for pity. For precedent.

You may call it excessive.
I call it Volume I.

πŸ“ Filed and Breathed by:
Polly Chromatic
Litigation Cartographer & Breach Historian
✉ director@swanklondon.com
🌐 www.swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Offenders Indexed.