“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe

Documented Obsessions

You Let My Daughter Collapse So You Could Blame Me for Breathing Wrong.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 21 November 2024
THEY WOULDN’T EVEN DO A CHEST X-RAY. THEN THEY GAVE HER TWO ANTIBIOTICS.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Paediatric Asthma Mismanagement · Medical Gaslighting · Hospital Abuse · Prednisone Protocol · GP Deflection · NHS Incoherence · Telepathic Access Denial

To:

Kirsty Hornal, Fiona Dias-Saxena, Sarah Newman
Cc: Laura Savage, Simon O’Meara, Gideon Mpalanyi, Dr Philip Reid
Bcc: Nannette Nicholson

🧒🏽 HONOR’S MEDICAL TIMELINE (ABUSE-ADJACENT):

“The hospital didn’t do a chest x-ray.”
“They did finally treat Honor in a short stay room after the doctor abused me.”
“They put her on a second antibiotic.”
“Told me to give her prednisone and albuterol every four hours.”
“Told me to follow up with a GP.”

What they lacked in investigation,
they made up for in prescriptions.

🩺 THE MOTHER HAD DATA. THE SYSTEM HAD DISDAIN.

You dismissed the evidence.
You bypassed the scan.
You outsourced diagnosis to a GP you hadn’t even consulted.
And then had the audacity to insult my access needs.

💨 SHE WAS BREATHING BEFORE. COLLAPSING AFTER.

“We just got home.”
“Now I can’t breathe—and I was breathing well before.”
“I’m so disgusted with the hospitals.”

This isn’t post-care fatigue.
It’s systemic injury disguised as treatment.

🫶🏽 ONE PROFESSIONAL, ONE NOTE OF GRACE:

“I would have rather just had Dr Reid do all of it.”
“Thank you so much, Dr Reid.”

The rest acted like my daughter’s chest was a theory.
He treated it like a reality.

📎 ACCESS STATEMENT (REPEATED AD NAUSEAM):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

Still ignored. Still lawful. Still binding.
If you can’t accommodate, you can’t assess.

Polly Chromatic
Mother, analyst, witness—reporting live from the breathless state of care.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com
📧 director@swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Breaths Counted.


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We Administered the Steroids. You Administered the Disdain.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 23 November 2024
IF YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO TAKE A TEMPERATURE, STEP AWAY FROM MY SON.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Paediatric Neglect · NHS Protocol Failure · Prednisone Home Management · Medical Gaslighting · Verbal Disability · Police Deflection · SWANK Civil Threat Dispatch

To:

Kirsty Hornal
Cc: Sarah Newman, Fiona Dias-Saxena, Simon O’Meara, Laura Savage, Dr Philip Reid, Gideon Mpalanyi
Bcc: Harley Street Mental Health, Nannette Nicholson

📡 PREDNISONE BY EMAIL: WHEN A MOTHER REPLACES YOUR ENTIRE HOSPITAL WING

“Rather than go to the A&E and have to fight with them for treatment, I decided to give Prerogative and Kingdom prednisone also.”

If you cannot distinguish respiratory distress from parental inconvenience,
you should not be in charge of either.

🤒 A MASTERCLASS IN MEDICAL THEATRE

“When they took Kingdom’s temperature, they didn’t put it in his ear hole. They put it on the side of his ear.”
“They told him to breathe with his mouth closed—which only hides the crackling you can clearly hear in his lungs.”

This isn’t healthcare.
It’s amateur dramatics performed in NHS scrubs.

👶🏽 ANTIBIOTIC AWARENESS WEEK: BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE CHROMATIC FAMILY HOMESCHOOL SYLLABUS

“We had a small lesson about microbiota in relation to antibiotics…”

While we educate,
you escalate.
While we restore lung function,
you question our legitimacy.

🚨 ASTHMA IS NOT A DEBATE TOPIC

“I do not go to A&E to argue, but the staff seem to be extremely angry and defensive…”
“That exacerbates asthma and leaves us untreated for extended periods.”

You don’t treat asthma.
You provoke it.
And then blame us for not thanking you afterward.

🔥 DECLARATION OF FUTILITY: THE SYSTEM IS NOT JUST BROKEN—IT’S UNWILLING

“This is child neglect.”
“I will simply report them to the police and post it all online.”
“Since the police are also ignorant and want to blame me for child neglect when it’s clearly your NHS staff.”

Ignorance is not just your defence.
It’s your primary intervention.

📎 VERBAL ACCESS REFUSAL (YET AGAIN, YET IGNORED):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

If you can’t follow access instructions,
you can’t claim procedural compliance.

Polly Chromatic
Breathed through abuse. Spoke through restraint. Wrote through rage.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com
📧 director@swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Protocols Filed.


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The Only Adjustment We’re Asking For Is Oxygen, Not Opinion.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 23 November 2024
WE DON’T HAVE TIME TO ARGUE. WE’RE TOO BUSY BREATHING.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Respiratory Disability · Verbal Assault · Hospital Gaslighting · Adjustment Refusal · Child Medical Neglect · NHS Argument Addiction · Telepathic Justice · SWANK Clarification Mandate

To:

Kirsty Hornal
Cc: Fiona Dias-Saxena, Sarah Newman, Laura Savage, Simon O'Meara, Dr Philip Reid, Gideon Mpalanyi
Bcc: Nannette Nicholson, Harley Street Mental Health

🗣 WHAT I SAID—IN BREATHS, NOT BARKS

“I don’t appreciate the way they treat us when we go to the hospital unable to breathe—when we can’t defend ourselves verbally.”
“All they want to do is argue.”
“We don’t have time or respiratory capacity to do that.”
“To make matters worse, after they abuse us, everyone blames me. And when my kids get older, they will be treated the same way unless it changes now.”

This is not reluctance.
It’s triage by necessity.
When survival is breath-counted, debate is malpractice.

⚠️ THIS IS NOT A DISCUSSION. IT’S A DIAGNOSIS

“We cannot have a discussion and argument about whether or not we are really unable to breathe.”
“All they needed to do was check Honor. But they wanted to argue instead.”

What passes for protocol in your institution is indistinguishable from obstruction.

🧠 BREATH-BASED ACCESS, NOT BUREAUCRATIC THEATRE

“I don’t want to discuss it beyond the basic facts. But even repeating the same basic facts repeatedly is too much for my lungs.”
“They ought to be providing adjustments so that I don’t need to speak to them at all—let alone argue.”

You were not hired as cross-examiners.
You were employed to protect.
Start there.

📎 ACCESS STATEMENT (NEVER HONOURED, NOW ARCHIVED):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

Yet your system continues to demand breath over bandwidth.

Polly Chromatic
My lungs aren’t for your suspicion. My speech isn’t for your sport.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com
📧 director@swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Adjustments Filed.


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Apparently, That’s Offensive.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 23 November 2024
WE DON’T ARGUE. WE BREATHE.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Verbal Hostility · Hospital Gaslighting · Disability Disrespect · Child Medical Neglect · A&E Verbalism · Respiratory Mismanagement · SWANK Defence of Breath

To:

Kirsty Hornal
Cc: Fiona Dias-Saxena, Sarah Newman, Laura Savage, Simon O’Meara, Gideon Mpalanyi
Bcc: Nannette Nicholson, Harley Street Mental Health

📣 WHAT I SAID (NOT THAT THEY LISTENED):

“I don’t appreciate the way they treat us when we go to the hospital unable to breathe—when we can’t defend ourselves verbally.”
“All they want to do is argue.”
“We don’t have time or respiratory capacity to do that.”

The last thing a mother should need in the A&E is rhetorical stamina.
Yet this system insists on performance—over pulse, posture, or protocol.

👶🏽 ON BEHALF OF MY DAUGHTER:

“It’s very straightforward. All they needed to do was check Honor.”
“But they wanted to argue about it instead.”

This isn’t a failure to understand.
It’s a refusal to accommodate—deliberate, rehearsed, and increasingly cruel.

🌀 SYSTEMIC ABUSE, THEN BLAME:

“After they abuse us, everyone blames me.”
“And when my kids get older, they will be treated the same way unless it changes now.”

You’ve confused safeguarding with antagonism.
And weaponised authority against the breathless.

🧠 VERBAL EFFORT IS A PRIVILEGE, NOT YOUR ENTITLEMENT:

“It’s exhausting for us to do simple things like talk.”
“Apparently other people can talk more easily because they waste it on arguing.”
“We only talk when it’s meaningful.”

We do not owe you discourse.
We owe our lungs oxygen, not defence.

📎 ACCESS STATEMENT (ETERNALLY NEEDED):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

Verbalism is not care. It is coercion.
And we document every syllable you try to extract unlawfully.

Polly Chromatic
Archiving the violence of disbelief. Refusing to breathe for your benefit.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com
📧 director@swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Inhales Indexed.


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When I Say I Can’t Breathe, I Don’t Mean Emotionally.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 23 November 2024
YOU KEEP TREATING ASTHMA AS AN ATTITUDE. IT’S A CONDITION.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Respiratory Prejudice · Paediatric Neglect · Hospital Disbelief · School Blame Loops · Disability Disregard · Access Failure · Asthma Stigma · SWANK Respiratory Defence Files

To:

Kirsty Hornal
Cc: Fiona Dias-Saxena, Sarah Newman, Laura Savage, Simon O’Meara, Dr Philip Reid, Gideon Mpalanyi
Bcc: Harley Street Mental Health, Nannette Nicholson

🧬 THREE SIMPLE FAILURES (THAT DESTROY BREATH AND DIGNITY):

  • Hospital staff who argue instead of assess

  • Inaccurate measurements used as emotional cudgels

  • Lifelong disbelief masquerading as protocol

You’ve mistaken medical emergency for personality flaw.
Our lungs don’t require your opinion—just air.

💬 A BREATHLESS TESTIMONY:

“Dr Arjumand asked for the history and then told me: I don’t believe you.”
“She said it several times while I was struggling to breathe.”
“Before that moment, my breathing was amazing—a first in over a year.”
“I don’t want to argue about it. They can check us, and if they don’t want to help, we leave.”

You don’t assess.
You antagonise.

👁 A LIFETIME OF NON-BELIEF:

“My whole life I’ve had to do this because no one believes me when I say I can’t breathe.”
“This includes schools, universities, parents, employers. Everyone.”
“Now I watch my children get treated the same way. And I get blamed for defending them.”

What you call "concern," we recognise as generational disbelief.
And it’s been archived.

🫁 WE WANT ASTHMATIC FRIENDS, NOT GASLIGHTERS:

“Blind people have blind friends. Deaf people have deaf friends. Even races stick to their own.”
“We want friends who have asthma. Severe asthma.”
“People who understand what it means to live like this.”
“We create our own fun. We invite those who respect our lungs.”

We are not antisocial.
We are allergically selective.

⚠️ SOCIETY IS THE ISOLATOR. NOT US:

“We are isolated due to our asthma and society’s unwillingness to accept us.”
“We want to be social, but not with people who deny our experience.”
“It is traumatising because no one understands us.”

Inclusion without understanding is surveillance, not solidarity.
We decline the invitation.

📎 ACCESS STATEMENT (FOR THE RECORD, AGAIN):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

You ignore our lungs and interrogate our tone.
We are done performing for your disbelief.

Polly Chromatic
Mother of four. Each one breathes truth louder than your policy.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com
📧 director@swanklondon.com
© SWANK London Ltd. All Breaths Backed Up.


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