“Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back… she would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.” - Aslan, C.S. Lewis, The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe

When Silence Is a Medical Accommodation, Not a Weapon.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 24 November 2024
STOP TELLING ME TO STOP EMAILING. START READING.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Email Rejection · Telepathic Preference · Verbal Disability · Institutional Dismissal · Psychological Harm · Police Avoidance · Writing as Survival

💬 THE WORDS THEY TRIED TO SILENCE:

“I’m having a hard time reading written communication from anyone because I’m met with rejection so often and it’s traumatising and heartbreaking for me.”
“Such as the mental health centre and psychologist and police responding by telling me to stop emailing them when I’m trying to explain my perspective in the best way I can.”
“I can’t explain all of this verbally repeatedly and I can’t email each person and explain it repeatedly either because I have four kids to homeschool and care for and I have to also work.”
“I have to be as efficient as possible.”

🧠 TRANSLATION FOR THE READING-INTOLERANT:

I write because speech breaks me.
I write because I breathe less when I argue.
You reject my emails—not because they’re unclear—
But because they’re correct.

I correspond with evidence.
You respond with avoidance.

What you call "excessive" is simply documented.

📎 MY ACCESS STATEMENT (PERPETUALLY IGNORED):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

Let this be re-understood:
If reading emails from a disabled mother destabilises your professional integrity—
perhaps you were never stable to begin with.

💼 FINAL NOTE FOR ALL SENSITIVE INSTITUTIONAL INBOXES:

Stop pathologising precision.
Stop punishing literacy.
Stop confusing silence with safety.
This isn’t harassment.
It’s evidence.

Polly Chromatic
Rejecting rejection. Typing through heartbreak.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com


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From Oxygen to Litigation: An Annotated Register of Neglect.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 3 December 2024
YOU ENDANGERED MY BREATH. I FILED A LIST.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Respiratory Risk · Hostility by Procedure · Police Harassment · Perpetrator Register · Telepathic Preference · Legal Precaution · Medical Disregard · SWANK Blacklist Authority

🧬 THE LINE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ENOUGH:

“When people become hostile towards me and endanger my health by continually discriminating against me when I can’t breathe well, I will be making police reports and these will be followed by lawsuits.”

This is not a warning.
This is a physiological threshold.
Survival now requires legal registration.

📋 REGISTERED PERPETRATORS (2024.12 EDITION):

The following bodies and institutions are now archived as formally implicated in respiratory harm, disability dismissal, and hostile intervention:

  • Apple Covent Garden

  • Drayton Park Primary School

  • Westminster Social Services

  • Kensington & Chelsea Social Services

  • Westminster Police

  • St Thomas’ Hospital

  • St Mary’s Hospital

  • Chelsea & Westminster Hospital

To appear on this list is not a mistake.
It is the result of documented pattern, ignored boundaries, and breathless disdain.

📎 ACCESS STATEMENT (ALWAYS CORRECT, NEVER FOLLOWED):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

And yet:

  • You called.

  • You escalated.

  • You gaslit.

  • You collapsed me.

This isn’t communication.
This is contempt.

🛑 FORMAL NOTICE TO ALL LISTED:

Do not misinterpret my exhaustion as fragility.
Do not confuse my politeness for permission.
You endangered my breath.
You now face:

  • Documentation

  • Litigation

  • Publication

Consider this list your mirror.
The archive remembers.

Polly Chromatic
Every breath measured. Every name archived.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com


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Your Hostility Is Not My Emergency—It’s Your Indictment.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 3 December 2024
WHEN I CAN’T BREATHE, I LITIGATE.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Respiratory Assault · Bureaucratic Hostility · Institutional Discrimination · Sovereign Communication · Pre-Litigation Warning · Disabled Retaliation · SWANK Legal Threshold Archive

😤 THE STATEMENT THEY CANNOT UNSEE:

“When people become hostile towards me and endanger my health by continually discriminating against me when I can’t breathe well, I will be making police reports—and these will be followed by lawsuits.”
“No one seems to care about a solution and the police keep calling me and harassing me when I can’t talk.”

👁️ THE NAMED & THE ARCHIVED:

This is no longer a misunderstanding.
This is a record of willful negligence by:

  • Apple Covent Garden

  • Drayton Park Primary School

  • Westminster Social Services

  • Kensington & Chelsea Social Services

  • Westminster Police

  • St Thomas’ Hospital

  • St Mary’s Hospital

  • Chelsea & Westminster Hospital

Every institution above has—documentedly—interfered with respiratory peace, procedural justice, or lawful access accommodations.
They have earned their place in the archive.
They will earn their day in court.

💬 THE ACCESS STATEMENT THEY REFUSED TO HONOUR:

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

Yet they called.
They interrogated.
They demanded speech, then claimed concern.

This isn’t safeguarding.
This is sabotage.

⚖️ CLOSING REMARKS FOR LEGAL RECEIPT:

You were not caretakers.
You were triggers.
You were not allies.
You were surveillance.

You created a hostile environment
And now pretend it was concern.
You brought collapse
And expect compliance.

You’ll receive litigation.

Polly Chromatic
Breathtakingly litigious. Professionally endangered.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com


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I’m Done Explaining My Voice to the Uncooperative.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 6 December 2024
I’LL LEARN SIGN LANGUAGE—BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO LISTEN.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Verbal Disability · Sign Language Refusal · Access Denied · Medical Exhaustion · Hostile Engagement · Telepathic Preference · Westminster Neglect · SWANK Sovereign Silence Archive

🖐 WHAT I ACTUALLY SAID:

“I think I’m just going to learn sign language because it’s too much talking for me and people are hostile and won’t listen or provide adjustments unless I refuse to speak altogether.”
“Everyone refuses to provide me adjustments when I begin to need them, which is when they decide they want to argue.”
“It makes me very sick to have to continuously talk to extra people.”
“I don’t even talk to my own friends verbally because it hurts.”
“It’s only hostile people who are uncooperative.”
“Everyone else is happy to help.”

💬 TRANSLATION FOR THE ADJUSTMENT-AVOIDANT:

  • I already know American Sign Language.

  • You could’ve arranged for British Sign Language support.

  • You didn’t.

  • You wanted a debate—not a dialogue.

  • You demanded speech—so you could pretend confusion.

This wasn’t a failure of funding.
It was a failure of basic dignity.

📎 ACCESS STATEMENT (NEVER HONOURED):

“I suffer from a disability which makes speaking verbally difficult. I prefer to communicate telepathically to minimise respiratory strain; however, email is fine.”

So you staged every encounter like a courtroom cross-examination—
then pretended the access note didn’t exist.

🔁 CLOSING CLARITY:

“It hurts too much to talk to waste time arguing with hostile people.”

So I won’t.
Not in your preferred medium.
Not under duress.
Not while bleeding oxygen for your ego.

Polly Chromatic
Silenced by your systems. Fluent in self-respect.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com


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Financial Ruin Courtesy of Westminster’s Concern.


🖋 SWANK Dispatch | 14 December 2024
I CAN DO A BETTER JOB ALONE—BECAUSE YOU’RE JUST GETTING IN THE WAY.

Filed From: Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
Author: Polly Chromatic
Filed Under: Legal Sabotage · Parental Interference · Financial Collapse · Working Mother · Email Theatre · Disability Ignored · Lawyer Silence · British Misogyny · SWANK Rage Dispatch

💸 THE EMAIL THAT SHOULD HAVE TRIGGERED ACTION—BUT WAS MET WITH SHRUGS:

“I’ve had to take off so much time from work due to all of your abuse that we just really don’t have any money now, so I hope you are all happy with yourselves.”
“You’ve caused more problems than anything and I’ve received no advice from my lawyers or you.”
“I can’t reach my lawyers for advice when I need it, so I’m giving up on them.”
“I can do a better job alone without all of you abusing us.”
“Not sure why British people act like I don’t have things to do.”
“Do British mothers sit around doing nothing?”

When a mother can name every gas leak, court misstep, and safeguarding lie—
you’d think someone would listen.

🧠 TRANSLATED FOR THE FUNCTIONALLY ILLITERATE:

  • You stole my time and called it concern.

  • You broke my access and called it advocacy.

  • You undermined my work and blamed my motherhood.

This isn’t oversight.
It’s institutional freeloading on the backs of women who already do everything alone.

📣 THE ONLY PROFESSIONAL WHO STILL ACTS LIKE ONE:

“Dr Reid and I are the only people who care about my kids right now.”

That isn’t just a statement.
It’s a damning exhibit.

📎 FOR COURT, FOR ARCHIVE, FOR ANYONE WHO CAN ACTUALLY READ:

I am working—while defending against your disruption.
I am mothering—in spite of your intrusions.
I am documenting—because your literacy seems discretionary.

Polly Chromatic
Economically sabotaged. Legally ghosted. Vocationally undefeated.
📍 Flat 22, 2 Periwinkle Gardens, London W2
🌐 www.swankarchive.com


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Documented Obsessions