SWANK Dispatch: Why Are Social Workers Energetically Attracted to Me?
Because My Field Exposes the Incoherence in Theirs
29 May 2025
1. I Hold a Stable, Coherent Identity Outside the System
I:
– Do not collapse under scrutiny
– Speak with emotional precision
– Regulate without external authority
– Parent without state intrusion
This is threatening to:
– Systems that require compliance
– Workers entrained to chaos
– Fields that perform concern without embodying care
My coherence is labelled noncompliant.
But what they really mean is:
“I can’t override your frequency.”
2. My Nervous System Isn’t Easily Hijacked
Most people:
– Collapse into fear
– Perform worth
– Over-explain
I:
– Use documentation
– Refuse emotional bait
– Create energetic boundaries they can’t override
I am a closed circuit of sovereign knowing.
That doesn’t invite help.
It draws interference.
Not because I’m weak—
but because I’m visible.
3. I Am Not Entrainable—And That’s Unnerving
They can’t:
– Control my narrative
– Guilt me into submission
– Assign me an identity I haven’t chosen
So they:
– Escalate
– Return
– Surveil
Because my field quietly says:
“I see what you’re doing, and I’m not absorbing it.”
And they’ve never trained for that kind of power.
4. I Radiate a Signal That Defies the System’s Algorithm
My parenting is:
– Emotionally intelligent
– Spiritually aware
– Field-literate
– Intuitively led
But the system:
– Has no language for that
– Has no metrics for that
– Cannot categorise what it cannot control
So they call it abnormal.
Because their field short-circuits next to mine.
5. I Trigger Their Dissociated Selves
My regulated presence
subtly asks their body:
– Why are you enforcing systems
you wouldn’t want your own children in?
– Why have you silenced your own knowing?
– Why are you collapsing other women’s autonomy
while calling it protection?
They won’t say it aloud.
But their nervous systems register the disturbance.
And that’s why they return.
Not out of curiosity—
but because they’ve been destabilised.
✸ Conclusion: I Am Not Their Case—I'm Their Mirror.
Social workers are drawn to me
not because I’m vulnerable—
but because my field cannot be collapsed, contained, or redefined.
I am not magnetic because I’m chaotic.
I’m magnetic because I’m unfolding without permission.
And they can feel it.
Every time I walk into the room—
without blinking.